On Dayspring Path:
The Sacred in the Ordinary
On the last day of
winter 2012, an unseasonably warm and windy day, I hung my laundry on the
line. I don’t think I’ve ever been able
to begin that ritual this early in Michigan.
For me it is a deeply satisfying and wonderfully sensual experience. It connects me psychically to generations of
women doing the honorable work of caring for self and family and the earth. It
connects me to my own history/herstory.
I find hanging
clothes outdoors is a full body experience.
I revel in the feel of the sun and wind on my skin. Each piece of clothing, damp from washing,
has a particular fabric feel. I smell
the warm pine needles under my feet and the moist, clean scent of the newly
washed clothes. I hear the birds, the
wind snapping the clothes, the insect near my ear, the silence of meditative
work. So much pleasure in the colors and
shapes flapping in the breeze; the orderliness of it all: like-with-like, yet
rainbows of color. The sight of sheets
sailing high with the help of a homemade clothes pole brings me delight. I feel fully alive! I drift into timeless
time, and then I travel…
I am 5 again…
Grandpa Jim, a
retired milkman, is stringing the clothesline on “wash day” from the brick
two-story house, across the postage stamp sized backyard, to the side of the
white-washed garage that runs along the alley in Chicago. Back and forth he walks, pulling tight the
lines in preparation. He sets out the
self-made clothes poles, and he hooks the cloth clothespin bag on the
line. Now he even strings a small piece
of line really low, so I can be Gram’s good helper.
In the basement, Gramma
Gertie moves the wet laundry from the tub through the attached hand wringer. My job is to be sure each piece drops into
the wicker basket and not onto the floor; important work for a 5 year old…
Sliding forward in
time…now, 26…
As a young mother
in the late 70’s, I make sure my yard has a clothes line. Sunny spring morning, the baby in the
playpen, and a line full of white, cloth diapers: Heaven! A little too young to be part of the hippie
movement, but old enough to have taken an active part in the first Earth Day as
a high school senior, and being a young woman trained in the sciences, I am
aware of the mounting evidence that our choices are impacting the earth. Disposable
diapers are all the rage! Fierce love
for my children’s health and well-being and for the environment they will grow
up in, the scientific evidence of the time, and everyday common sense, leads me
to breastfeed my children, make their baby food from scratch, recycle
everything possible, and wash their cloth diapers letting the sun sterilize
them and the wind make them soft. I do
not see myself as an environmental warrior; I am just doing what makes sense to
me and what I love to do.
I am home again, in
the now…
Bending low, I pick
up the next clean treasure from my basket and snap it from its crumpled form to
a line-worth state. Bending again, I gather two clothespins from the bucket and,
stretching high and tall, even to tip-toes where the ground dips away from the
line, I clip the piece smooth and taut.
The first batch of clothes is already dry, and I begin to remove and
fold them and place them in my basket.
Seeing the clothes clean and neatly folded, I feel a strong sense of
satisfaction in the work completed and in general. Life is good!
That evening,
crawling into bed, the whole experience rushes back into my being as I breathe
in all the outdoors trapped in my pillowcase.
I know that hanging clothes outside to dry is a definite benefit for the
environment and for my body. And, maybe more
so, a true delight for my soul!
I'm right there with you, Sister! It was nice to experience this ritual that I too share in the dead of winter when the snow is deep and the temperatures at sub-zero!
ReplyDeleteYou write beautifully!